tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51018580994884833862024-03-13T08:09:41.792-07:00Living Creekside 2007 to 2012The Mold years started in August 2008 with a water heater replacement that had leaked for 8 years...then we suffered 8 more years of sickness due to toxic black mold..Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.comBlogger646125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-29352900476332117852022-05-13T07:54:00.001-07:002022-05-13T07:57:50.886-07:00Little Bo Peep Song | Music Video for Baby |with lyrics<iframe style="background-image:url(https://i.ytimg.com/vi/y6oL5Qv0pXk/hqdefault.jpg)" width="480" height="270" src="https://youtube.com/embed/y6oL5Qv0pXk" frameborder="0"></iframe>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-14589178432108975852016-04-12T11:28:00.002-07:002016-04-12T11:28:51.231-07:00mycotoxins cleaning planI plan on going home friday or Saturday and I have already bought
shockwave and Concrobium cleaners and now I am not sure if I want to use
those, I also have looked into ozone machines ..AND honestly I am not
sure I want to use those, my gut is saying use baking soda and lemon
with some tea tree oil and wipe down all the walls.<br />
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Urggg
there are so many suggestions on what to do what not to do and a person
never knows what is going ot be right for them .. with our breathing
sinus issues I just worry that maybe less is more in the way of cleaning
since our systems have already been so degraded from living with mold
for so long I worry anything we do may have a adverse affect ... <br />
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Went
out to the house yesterday and it smells weird in there I hope its
just the big sheets of plastic we still have hanging everywhere and
when those are gone the smell will go with it ..<b id="yui_3_10_0_1_1460571310115_90"> </b><br />
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Andrew and I went to home depot and bought some paint for his bathroom
and some mildew mold resistant primer and of course I am worried about
using that too ..Good God I just worry over everything ..I just want us
to continue to improve.. <br />
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I am so very happy that we are going home the beginning of spring and
summer I will have months to air out the house and clean with all the
windows open and it will be hot and I plan on letting the house cook all
summer and just spend more time in the swimming pool , we will see how
that plan works when its 110 degrees outside LOL I will be buying a new
window A/C just in case the heat is too much ..<br />
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The
thing is mycotoxins are hard to get rid of and I have not found and sure
fire plan to make them disappear except time lots and lots of time like
years and years and I am scared of them as much or more so than toxic
black mold ...<b id="yui_3_10_0_1_1460571310115_90"><br /></b>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-25965341742812607572016-04-05T11:20:00.001-07:002016-04-05T11:20:22.105-07:00Coming down with somethingIt feels like a cold coming on now UGH I guess the timing is pretty good LOL<br />
Here is a short slideshow of our coast tripLiving Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-23294589372651770452016-03-21T13:28:00.000-07:002016-03-21T13:28:22.855-07:00Found more water damage and another leak under our floor Toxic Black Mold The water damage in our house is much worse than we thought ...the mold
remediators are there doing more testing and the whole floor from our
bathroom, clear to the dining room is wet from another water leak we
didn't even know was there ..I am not sure the leak has even been found
yet ...I need to call Randy and get a update ..My most important advice
to everyone is when your gut tells you something is wrong, very wrong,
follow your instincts...I pray we will get our health <span class="text_exposed_show">back
100% ...I am so glad I left that house as if it was on fire... it was a
very hard thing for me to do, just up and tell Randy we were leaving
and I would not come back till we found the problem ...I was tired of
seeing my kids and me sick all the time....... something was wrong and
turns out I was right ...Now I need to look back on my blog and see if
my illness started when the water heater leaked and we had it fixed... I
know it was around that time ...and that been since 2008 or 2009 ...</span>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-3501446627668486382016-02-29T12:17:00.000-08:002016-02-29T12:17:27.543-08:00Just thinking ...Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-8054103270190842482016-02-27T17:56:00.001-08:002016-02-27T17:56:54.728-08:00OverwhelmedI have so much responsibilities...and I get overwhelmed ..I have always taken care of my family.. Randy and I have made sure we made good money decisions..We help people when able, and also try to help others make good choices ..sometimes, many times I have asked Randy if I can just run away, if we can run away ...I don't ask for much from anyone, honestly I really don't ask for anything from anyone for myself..ok I do have Mindi come watch Rylan if I have to go to a appointment and I have had to ask my mom to come watch him a few times..
I had been very sick the past few years...maybe you hadn't noticed LOL "for the past 3 years" but basically if I cant do it on my own or with Randy's help then we do without..I don't see very much of this in others.. I have Randy to lean on he is my greatest support and has been there for me and helped me with our decisions.. he works hard everyday and complains very little.. I don't always have answers for everyone..I feel good about things I have done and overcome in my life.. I am proud of myself and don't feel the need or care if others are proud of me.. I KNOW what I have overcome and what Randy has overcome to be the people we are, and we are pretty damn awesome...
I keep plugging along..I have a new chapter in my life and I am just not sure how to go about doing things ..maybe I will write more about it maybe I wont..Just feeling overwhelmed and lost right now and would like to close the curtains, lock the doors, turn off my phone and focus on me and my house but that is not going to happen !!!Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-32924428931969361352012-08-17T11:54:00.004-07:002012-08-17T11:56:40.890-07:00The blog will be continued at ...The new blog will continue here..It will be much easier for my next book publishing ..<br />
<a href="http://livingcreekside2012andbeyond.blogspot.com/"> >>>click here<<<< </a> don't forget to bookmark it if the link is not working you can copy and paste this into your address bar http://livingcreekside2012andbeyond.blogspot.com/Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-44199614780288826192012-08-17T11:38:00.001-07:002012-08-17T11:38:09.655-07:00I havent been posting much I had my blog printed into a book and now I am not sure if I should start a new blog as I have done in the past when I had them printed out into hardbound book form..I will make this short blog though to give a quick rundown of things ...My very good friend JoAnna gave birth to her stillborn daughter Laura on June 26th ohh my such devastation she was full term actually 5 days past her due date and the cord wrapped around her neck and she died while JoAnna was in labor ...let me tell you my heart has been broken for her family there are just no words ..<br />
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This summer has been the summer of being flat out broke the renters have been having a very hard times too and will be moving at the end of next week then the process of re renting begins This time we are going to provide water and trash service and just charge a higher rent hopefully we are able to get renters soon and out get back to paying down the CC bill...<br />
health wise I am doing pretty good my weight has gone down to 145 lbs wow I am feeling so good at this weight and don't wish to lose anymore .. <br />
Mindi is back home with us for a while not sure what her long term plans are but we are hoping to get some moola saved up to get her into a house of her own so hopefully housing prices don't go up to quickly .I really don't think they will the economy is so bad right now :-( ..I keep hearing on the news that things are getting better but I do not see that with my own eyes ...so anyways thats the quick update..when I decide on what to do about a new blog or whatever I will post the link here ..Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-64641235924812239212012-06-04T20:18:00.001-07:002012-06-04T20:20:31.385-07:00MRI is done<div><p>I went for my MRI of my cocaxx today. I hope they also got some of my lower spine. The girl said they got good pictures I really hope that translates into " we found out what in the hell is wrong with your back "  we shall see what my doc says in a few days...its so damn depressing to be in pain all the time or like today I had to take my pain patch off a day early cause you can't wear it for the mri we taped it back on but these patches are like scotch tape on fabric they completly loose the sticky after they have been used...ok so the MRI this time was much better than my others it was a newer machine I think and plus I am 65 lbs lighter so it felt a lot more roomy ..my back I noticed after laying there for 45 minutes seems like one side the side that hurts is bigger than the other side so I felt like I was laying sideways on a bit of a hill... they used a contrast dye for the last 15 minutes of scans ...please let these show something please please please....</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-86949481749478104802012-06-03T19:15:00.001-07:002012-06-03T19:15:01.980-07:00Another BookI spent the $155.00 to get this blog made into a hardbound book this will be the 3rd one I have done I hate the thought of all my posts in the past few years to be lost forever ,hopefully my books wont be .Maybe when we are a bit more caught up on bills I will have a soft cover one of all my blogs combined to store in a safe place ..I was saving the posts to my computer so maybe I will see when the last time I did that was and copy all of the posts after that and make a DVD I feel the need to do something I just never get a chance ..when I feel good I feel like I should be doing something around the house like cleaning or cooking and when I feel bad I am not able to sit and do stuff at the computer ..story of my life oh well I don't need to be reminding anyone of the way I feel anymore its pretty much bad days and some good days for the most part things haven't been to bad though...<br />
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Update I went for my colonoscopy last week and the doc didnt see anything to concerning there and Monday I will go for a MRI to see if maybe I have a cyst on my coccax ..I HATE MRIs I hope its not the snotty lady that did it last time ughh laying there for 45minutes is really not as enjoyable as it sounds ...dont move move ,dont breath,dont burp, don't fart ,don't move your hand don't wiggle a toe one and on it goes then you have to pay out the ass when your all done blah...why cant someone just find what is wrong with me this is getting so old I cant even make simple plans for anything cause I don't know if I will be bedridden that day you know you know ughhh...ok so now that I have made a update I feel accomplished ...<br />
I will try to get some pictures up next time ..we bought Rylan a 12 ft by 30 inch deep pool for his birthday and I sit at the desktop computer and watch him if I am not outside so I should be able to get some pics organized and up ..right now its raining,a nice warm rain but I am ready for the sun come Tuesday ...Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-26425695990438272192012-05-24T21:25:00.001-07:002012-05-24T21:25:30.863-07:00six years..<div><p>my baby is now 6 years old wow it sure has gone by quickly ...he is getting ready to lose his first tooth, the big tooth is right behind it and we can see it very well :-)....<br>
so today we went to toys r us and to the olive garden for dinner all he ate was bread sticks lol.....the weather today was cold brrr he asked me why its always like this on his birthday my answer was because it just happens to be the time of year you were born ..I am sure its confusing to him because last week was so summery warm.</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-60899748330808320202012-05-21T21:26:00.001-07:002012-05-21T21:26:54.461-07:00maybe a answer for my butt/ back/leg pains<div><p>yes the old butt/back/leg feeling like I am sitting on a golfball pains could COULD be getting a answer on May 31st...I went to the proctologist doctor today like I told him "you look at butts all day " so maybe you can help me figue out why why why I am in so much pain all the time ...I explained my issue and he went to work with one of my most unpleasent tasks I don't like ..the rectal exam ...he felt something that don't feel right ..he didn't use the word mass or wnything but said it did not feel like cancer but it didn't feel right to him,  so he has scheduled me for a MRI of my coccyx and a colonoscopy so he can see what he can at this point only feel ..of course I couldn't think of any questions ...he said something else about something he could see that didn't look quite right but I can't remember what it was I know I know I should of asked more so I could google this stuff while I am waiting for my appointments ...he did bring up my barretts esophagus but I can't remember why..now I am wondering if my intestines are doing weird cell changes like my esophagus did ...<br>
    in a way I am worried but in another way I am not ...I am at the point of feeling like I just want answers to why I have so much pain and why I can't sit on hard chairs because of the golfball lump feeling ...I want to know I am not just a sissy lala, lazy person :-( there are so many things I would love to do but phycicaly I am.just not able I hate living this way ..its no fun and I know it weighs heavy on Randy and my kids ..I am not the wife and mommy I want to be and that makes me sad ....sad for them and sad for me :-( I hate it I really do.....<br>
so keep praying I get a answer obviously your prayers work better than.my own because this doc suggested these tests on his own.... didn't look at me like I am a nut case....didn't  tell me to lose weight and do more exercize ...I have already tried all those things they don't work for me..<br>
  on a good note I am down about 70 lbs the weight is just falling off of me these days ...</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-17308185842003245282012-05-14T13:07:00.001-07:002012-05-14T13:07:34.836-07:00i think i have figured this out<div><p>I am 100% sure that when I fell down the stairs at our last home about 17 years ago I broke my coaxxy bone tail bone, then when in popped while digging weeds in 2003 and went to the chyropractor something went wrong ...I have had issue with sitting everydince then..I am not sure what kind of doctor to see I do have a appointment with my pcp tomarrow and a proctologist on the 21st and a spine center on the 31st I may be cacelling the spine specialist not sure going to talk with my pcp first...I really really think this is my answer...maybe since I have lost 70 lbs that bone is pokeing out further when I sit and that's why there is so much more pain ...</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-56488262101225326982012-05-12T20:38:00.001-07:002012-05-12T20:39:50.912-07:00I have gone backwards ..<div><p>I have not been feeling so good lately started with a sore throat about 2 weeks ago that turned into severe stomach cramps ladt Saturday ..to severe back and leg pain on Wednesday...I have been dizzy and nauseated to top it of and complete exhaustion..I am.seeing my doc on Tuesday to get a refferal to a neurosurgen to get another opinion on my back because I could not hardly walk Wednesday ...I am very frustraited with my health...I just want to be well and and have a life where I can make plans to do things and actually be able to do them ...if your a prayer please pray for my health.....my poor husband and kids need a mom / wife that feels good and I need that to 10 years of this is just wearing me down and I just don't know what to do when I flair up in pain and sickness like this ...I also have a appointment with a proctoligist to see if he can tell me why when I sit I feel like I have a golfball stuck on the end of my tail bone that is also very painful...so that my blog pity party for the night...who know since my own prayers for myself don't work maybe yours will ...thank you</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-41814398111568033702012-05-01T15:12:00.002-07:002012-05-01T15:12:11.369-07:00MY BMI.... I am just a little fat now :-)I had to go to the docs today for a yucky sore throat ..she looked in there and seen blisters yikes Is been hurting for a while and this morning I could barley swallow my spit ughh anyways that's beside the point ...she was amazed at how good I look and how much weight I have lost ...I am telling you I get compliments everywhere I go now days on how good I look from my weight to my skin to my hair and even the doorman at 7 feathers complimented me on my fingernails LOL I only paint them myself and I bought a stamp design thing at good will that I use too anyways that's also besides the point ...<br />
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I have a BMI of 26 now that is just a little overweight.... 25 would be normal weight MY BMI 2 years ago was 36 that's OBESE.... I am so happy I am not obese anymore ..although I have no clothes that fit me anymore except 1 pair of pants and a couple of shirts I even had to buy new underwear cause mine were really really baggie LOL...I went from size 22/24 pants and 2x shirts to size 14 pants and XL shirts I bought a pair of workout pants (no I dont work out they were on clearance LOL ) size medium and they fit very well....so anyways I am getting skinny ...the chart my doc showed me had a graph on it I wish I would of asked for a printout of it ..imagine the stock-market chart crashing and that's what it looked like ...<br />
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Now to get rid of this yucky throat I have antibiotics I hope they kick in quick...<br />
Also Rylan joined cubscouts and had his first pinewood derby last weekend pics to come later and he came home from school today with a metal for the read-a-thon will post pics of that when he is back from playing with his friends :-)Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-18268492236010639422012-04-29T21:46:00.001-07:002012-04-29T21:47:03.366-07:00Reset my stuffSo hopefully my blog wont be disappearing at the end of May ..My plan is to get another blog book printed before then si I will have a hard copy this one will be about $200. buckaroonies but it will be the third book in my collection after that I may continue this blog or I may start a new one so when I print my next one it wont be so darn big and will be a fresh new view maybe a bit more organized with my labels and all LOL..I like blogging if only just for me and my family so I do not want to stop altogether ..Thanks to all my faithful readers I hope that I have brought something to your life in one way or another Thanks fir Reading LaDawn :-)Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-65548738212042181882012-04-29T00:29:00.001-07:002012-06-03T19:22:12.904-07:00cub scouts...derby race<div><p>Rylan is now going to be a cub scout he raced his first pinewood derby today it was fun.he even got a couple 2nd places out of the 6 round race totals ...of course daddy did most of the work but Rylan and I did stuff too...I was never able to have these moments with Andrew so its a new experience for us ...we are really trying to give Rylan the best childhood he can have with stuff and its giving us those experiences too...See when you have children with pretty severe disablilities you don't get to do all the normal stuff that kids would be doing at different ages...I want him to have the most perfect childhood as possible..I want him to not have worry or cares in his world till he is older and even then I want his worrys to be what color should he paint his car or should he play guns or baseball or soccer ...you know normal little boy fun things...we are very blessed to live on a road with good fun kids that love playing in the tree fort and don't have a lot of stress and worries in their lives,  just kids who want to.run and play and eat snacks ...<br />
      our pollywogs have hatched and we watched them swimming around in the baby memorial garden pond so I am betting catching frogs is going to be a big hit again this summer...<br />
             Randy and I live our lives to make things good for the kids I just need to get my white picket fence put up in the front of the house and I feel my dream will have been completed for this time in my life ...and will bring so much joy to my heart that me a 15 year old teen mother to a very sick little girl.to a 17 year old mom with a son who will always have the mind of a child to a mom.who buried not just 1 but 3 of my most wanted beloved babies..Me, I will get my white picket fence..<br />
.I have done well ..there were many different road I could of gone down but I choose this one the one that is about my children my husband and my family ..<br />
     my heart has been broken and I have decided that instead of crying about it everyday because I am honestly devastated over a private issue ...I am looking at it as a time to learn about me and reflect on my life and hopefully it is a learning experience that will make me into a better person in the long run ...sometimes things don't work the way I want and it gives me a chance to make the world at least my little place in the world a better place and more understanding and compassionate place ...I wish some things were different, but they are not ..I am sure I will have more tear filled days... but I have done what I could do and just need to accept things are the way they are because for what ever the reason I am supposed to.learn and grow and that's what life is about learning and growing even when the lesson is hard..I will come out the other side and will pat myself on my back and " yes this was hard but you came through it) but just for the record my heart is broke! </p></div><br />
UPDATE I was just reading my comments and wanted to leave one back but my own blog wont let me ...Thanks to my hubby Randy for always being here for me no matter what I love you and I am looking forward to my white picket fence I have even seen the one I want at home depoe :-) I love you babe <br />Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-83676147345872376422012-04-16T17:45:00.001-07:002012-04-16T17:45:58.282-07:00Solar Animal Repeller<div><p>So I.got this for Christmas for my garden ...I wonder if anyone who reads my blog has one and if they really work...my poor stray cat miss kitty will be the first test subject after I plant my garden ...I havn't had a garden since our doggie died about 3 years ago,  he kept all the stray critters out of the yard. So untill the next dog comes around I need to do somethi.g to kerp the deer away we are also going to try the motion sprinkler (, miss kitty hopfully won't be testing that one out :-/ ) I spent a lot of money on seeds so want to protect my investment as much as possable.<br>
        I started a new worm bin for eroupian nightcrawlers and plan on picking up 4 dozen next time I am at walmart or I may order some online. From what I have been reading they are good composters as well as being very good fishing worms and at $3.25 a doz I can kill two birds with one stone or compost bin heheheh and save a few bucks ...plus my freezer is getting to full of food scraps I need freezer room ...<br>
    Speaking of freezers the outside deep freeze is going to get defrosted this summer too its packed to the top ..I am working on eating eating everything that we can to make the job easier. I don't think.I would buy a chest freezer again when we bought it I tbought it would be better as far as the door getting left open and it has been good for that but my gosh its a pain getting to the bottem of it...I just found a bag of frozen bell peppers from 2008 yesterday. I am thinking that the year I started getting sick I guess I could look back in my blog and find out for sure...<br>
      so good news for today I weighed in at 155 lbs I have offcially lost 60lbs that's pretty good ( I may have been down to 154 about a month ago but I can't remember for sure I would have go back and read my blog I have not been to focused on my weight so not sure)  all of my clothes are to big on me even the ones I just recently bought at goodwill size 14 I was up in size 22/24 at my largest and those were snug ...I would be very happy to stay size 14...I am not sure what to do with my clothes I hate to get rid of them because what if I gain it back?  I finally broke down and bought cute clothes in size 2x shirts ...so for now I guess I will get a big rubbermaid bin to store them in cause my closet is stuffed ...</p>
<br/><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZ4seZludlSQ1gYVRTekQcrGjUjjI5mhYBLC34lKqTkl_HSm_yE3lNpo_M_twaJvpmiz4iPyEb_C4pyzoK7MR0IS_PNSbNF2nhsOgrHULImOJl-QE7UDtXDIR1Fw3gL8TeajMpvu8z8Bd_/' /></div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-56380224618457523162012-04-15T09:57:00.000-07:002016-02-27T17:55:58.577-08:00Puffy Face and headacheI think I am getting this allergy thing figured out ..I am not supposed to be eating glutin or dairy so what did I eat yesterday frozen pizza hmmm its odd because I can eat a cheese buger and feel fine the next day so I am not exactly sure what gave me these symptoms this morning ..gonna start paying more attention to what I am eating ..I did have my allergy test so I know what I am not supposed to eat but I do cheat and sometimes I get away with it ...last week on Easter I ate foods that I wasn't supposed to and ended up puffy and headachy then too...this changing how you eat is very hard to do and not something that I have been able to do in a quick fashion.Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-49881220766267638682012-04-14T12:08:00.002-07:002016-02-29T12:03:02.894-08:00 worm bin ..I moved the worms back out to the deck and took off the lid ..one of the bins has mold growing on top ughhhh...I will take and post a picture in a little while..I need to go see how they are doing in there I hope they are still wiggling around ..Its a sunny day today finally after so much rain I read on the news that alot of the USA is in a drought well I can tell you where all the rain has been "right here at our house " sooooo sick of the rain but I think its better than a drought that's for sure ..OK back in from checking on them..They have had babies they are really little yeah<br />
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Here is the moldy bin it had more babies than the other bin but they both had babies in there <br />
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and here are a couple pics of the adults worms I didn't see very many grown up worms <br />
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so I will check them again next week I haven't put any food in there except a few egg shells and some coffee grounds in about 3 or 4 weeks and there is still lots of that food in there ..I cant say that its smelling like good fresh earth yet more like moldy earth at least its not sewage smell like I have heard some bins start smelling like..I have left the tops off for the afternoon so it can get more air..parts are really really wet and yucky and parts are kind of dry I am not really sure what to do about that I am scared if I get in there digging to much I will hurt the worms so for now I am just going to keep on doing what I have been and that is mostly watching to see what will happen ...Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-19596377135578641492012-04-14T12:00:00.000-07:002012-04-14T12:00:03.065-07:00school.carnival fun<div><p>we went to Rylans school.carnaval tonight ...what a fun time and break from stress and my heart being sad and broken for the past week or more ..I have decieded that I am going to make the best life I can like I have always done and focus on us ...no more wondering or worrying about what others want or expect from me ...I.just can't go on like that...I am.putting on my big girl panties and moveing on with my life ...if people add to my happiness then yay great but if they don't then so be it ...I will be 45 this year ... nobody is ever gaurenteed any tomarrows so I need to focus on these moments with my little boy., I want him to see all the fun things we can do together I want him to have a good solid foundation in these formative years and Randy wants that for him too...are we perfect parents? no but our children know that they come first and for the past couple of years I havnt been able to do to much fun stuff... between sickness,surgerys and recoveries and taking care of my grandma ...since she died in what is rylans bedroom he won't sleep in there so I think I will start sleeping in there with him to see if its ever going to happen we may have to do some rearranging so he has a bed (well he has a bed a really nice bunk but will have no part of sleeping alone in it....the toddler bed is just about to small for him and when he sleep with us we don't get any sleep he is like a fish out of water flip flopping all over the place...<br>
    Now about my worms they have been bedding down in the office for the past few days its just been too cold to put them outside ...I have big dreams for my little wiggly friends can't wait to get pics of our plants this summer to share with you...</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-88982780920689875452012-04-10T21:35:00.001-07:002012-04-14T01:36:23.011-07:00Easter Day<div><p>we went to Randys moms for Easter Randy wanted to watch Rylan hunt for eggs at his childhood home so we did ...it was great fun for Rylan and Andrew and a quiet peaceful day ..Mindi had spent the night before with us and colored eggs ..so even though things feel very diffrent in my family these days I was still able to make it fun for Rylan he was very happy the Easter bunny knew his favorite color is blue and got him a blue basket ...Andrew is doing good on our new eating plan and other than that its just things as usual around here...my worms are doing good and we bought a rototiller today. I have big dreams for my garden this year ..</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-42947956205192962892012-04-07T13:55:00.002-07:002012-04-17T08:13:28.005-07:00Day before Easter<div><p>well not anything going on for us...Randy took Rylan rollarskating and I stayed home to boil eggs and clean the house a little without Rylan and half the neighborhood kids here or knocking at the door every 5 minutes ...Later we are going to color eggs and have a little hunt in the yard...we did a hunt last weekend but it wad rainy windy cold and not real fun ...the kids had fun but I froze my butt off ...<br>
   This is the first Easter in about 30 years we had no plans for Easter :-( <br>
       Death changes everything ...<br>
Evening update : Mindi came over to color eggs with us yeah it was nice spending time with all 3 kiddos <br>
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</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-39548211745174225952012-04-03T11:56:00.001-07:002012-04-03T11:56:44.577-07:00A Billy dream<div><p>I dreamed about my brother Billy last night. We were at a motel for Allyssas birthday and I am not sure that I knew I. my dream that he was passed on but I knew that I had not seen him in a very long time ..I hugged him for the longest time and kept telling him that I missed having him around and then just went back to hugging him ..I hugged him the whole time he was in my dream before my dream moved to the next part ..the next part was Tanya and me and the kids driving along a river/ ocean looking for a place for Alyssa to play. we finally came to a resurant with a playground along the water kind of how Shroeder park used to be with the resturant being up in the camp area...at least when I woke up I realized that it was a dream.and I really won't be seeing Billy in this lifetime and was happy to of seen him in my dream...the night before last I dreamed of my stepmom Sue who died gosh 22 years ago she was happy and looked the same as she did before she passed ...I hope dreaming about people who have died isn't somekind of bad omen..</p>
</div>Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5101858099488483386.post-23765301622409972792012-03-27T15:21:00.001-07:002012-03-27T15:25:38.873-07:00Stressed OutI am just so stressed out these days ..I hope summer helps..I can not function properly ..No I don't want to share about it ...I just hope summer sun lifts me out of this funk ...and my worms are not looking real perky I put more paper and some food scraps in there I think I need may to get more worms maybe I should of left them all in one bin instead of making two for a month food scraps are just going to have to go into the outside night crawler compost pile my freeze is getting full of kitchen scraps ..maybe my worms are doing better than I can tell and I just cant see them working good I have read other blogs and the cure seems to be don't do anything except add paper no more food and see if the little guys can breed make babies and start making my black gold wormy poo....Living Creeksidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17772103484052119695noreply@blogger.com0