Black days ...

I have been remembering back to when I first lost Wyatt and what it was like ..
It was awful..I really don't think there are words for it.. I had the numbing feeling for about maybe a week or so, then that started wearing off and the bleakness of it started sinking in ..Mornings were the worst for me waking up remembering that yes this was my life, my baby was dead and nothing would ever be the same...I think of Chele and what she is going through, and what I went through, and my heart is sad ...