J.O. s wife Sherril Passed away

We heard the news while we were at Disneyland she had a massive stroke..... but I really believe it was from a broken heart, JO was her life ...I am glad she is with him now, they were two people that I really, really liked.......The last time I seen Sherill before JO died (about a month before) she said I really needed to try and get over the babies deaths, so I could make it to church and sit through church with out crying the whole time..... I had told her it was just still so hard for me ... She didn't say it in a mean or condescending way, just a way that showed that she really didn't understand how badly loosing them babies devastated my whole being, from the center of my soul ~ to every cell in my body which surprised me because she had lost a baby in about her 6th month of pregnancy too!!!!
After JO died I could see in her eyes and hear in her voice that she understood it then..... And now a year later she is gone from what I truly believe was grief induced ..she had had a stroke about 6 years ago and had been doing wonderfully since then..
I don't say this about her to make her look bad but just maybe to open others eyes that grief really is that bad... my other friend Virginia has a quote quote on her face book says (well I need to go hunt it down its a good one )anyways I will really miss Sherill and JO they were a big part of my life after I lost Wyatt,then while I was pregnant with my girls then loosing them and through my whole pregnancy with Rylan they were one of a kind good old farm folks and some of the nicest, nicest people I have ever know....I just know JO was there to great her with his big happy smile... and they are having a grand time together...