Sick of being sick

***EDIT  I believe we had been suffering from Toxic black mold  I found out in Feb 2016 ****

Well I am healing very well from my surgery even ate Chinese food tonight OMG it was soo good .. My latest problem well not really my latest since its been hurting for going on 2 years is my shoulder it is now to the unbearable point  I am on strong pain pills and taking 1 and a half pills 4 times a day and I am only supposed to be taking 1 pill 3 times a day ...
            This really sucks because I still have the pain it just dulls it a little I see the ortho surgeon Monday and I am so hoping he will just get me in and get this bone overgrowth taken care of  then to get my stupid tooth fixed , then my tennis elbow that been hurting for almost a year now and then hopfully I can get a answer for my back but my most pressing issue is my shoulder ..
                        I want my life back I am tired of being almost a invalid... I have a 4 year old that needs to go out and have fun not take care of his sick mom all the time and just go to the doctors every outing ...Its a good thing I am on antidepressants because I would be pretty depressed if I wasn't ...Things will get better...I just have to stay confident of that, I am am now knowing the problems, it just takes time to get them fixed ...