Found more water damage and another leak under our floor Toxic Black Mold

The water damage in our house is much worse than we thought ...the mold remediators are there doing more testing and the whole floor from our bathroom, clear to the dining room is wet from another water leak we didn't even know was there ..I am not sure the leak has even been found yet ...I need to call Randy and get a update ..My most important advice to everyone is when your gut tells you something is wrong, very wrong, follow your instincts...I pray we will get our health back 100% ...I am so glad I left that house as if it was on fire... it was a very hard thing for me to do, just up and tell Randy we were leaving and I would not come back till we found the problem ...I was tired of seeing my kids and me sick all the time....... something was wrong and turns out I was right ...Now I need to look back on my blog and see if my illness started when the water heater leaked and we had it fixed... I know it was around that time ...and that been since 2008 or 2009 ...

Overwhelmed

I have so much responsibilities...and I get overwhelmed ..I have always taken care of my family.. Randy and I have made sure we made good money decisions..We help people when able, and also try to help others make good choices ..sometimes, many times I have asked Randy if I can just run away, if we can run away ...I don't ask for much from anyone, honestly I really don't ask for anything from anyone for myself..ok I do have Mindi come watch Rylan if I have to go to a appointment and I have had to ask my mom to come watch him a few times.. I had been very sick the past few years...maybe you hadn't noticed LOL "for the past 3 years" but basically if I cant do it on my own or with Randy's help then we do without..I don't see very much of this in others.. I have Randy to lean on he is my greatest support and has been there for me and helped me with our decisions.. he works hard everyday and complains very little.. I don't always have answers for everyone..I feel good about things I have done and overcome in my life.. I am proud of myself and don't feel the need or care if others are proud of me.. I KNOW what I have overcome and what Randy has overcome to be the people we are, and we are pretty damn awesome... I keep plugging along..I have a new chapter in my life and I am just not sure how to go about doing things ..maybe I will write more about it maybe I wont..Just feeling overwhelmed and lost right now and would like to close the curtains, lock the doors, turn off my phone and focus on me and my house but that is not going to happen !!!

Puffy Face and headache

I think I am getting this allergy thing figured out ..I am not supposed to be eating glutin or dairy so what did I eat yesterday frozen pizza hmmm its odd because I can eat a cheese buger and feel fine the next day so I am not exactly sure what gave me these symptoms this morning ..gonna start paying more attention to what I am eating ..I did have my allergy test so I know what I am not supposed to eat but I do cheat and sometimes I get away with it ...last week on Easter I ate foods that I wasn't supposed to and ended up puffy and headachy then too...this changing how you eat is very hard to do and not something that I have been able to do in a quick fashion.

Invalid...

yesterday I moved one little cypress tree that involved digging it up and then digging a new hole...I also covered my future stawberry beds with black plastic then carried logs over to hold the plastic down..Today I feel as if I have been hit by a truck ugh..still managed to clean and dust a bookshelve in the bedroom and made turkey soup for dinner...it was a hard day....hope I feel lots better tomarrow! !

Sleep, sleep, wonderful sleep..

Yes I got some :-) I am back to just normal tired, instead of Zombie tired ...

Email turned Blog post :-) ((I believe this is when the toxic mold started))

**** I am editing this on March 21 2016 I found out a month ago that our home has Toxic Black mold they really bad ones I believe this is when my illnesses started ....Its all making sense now what happend and I am so sad I was so sick for so long with no real answer...Well now I have answers and my kids and I are improving everyday...The closet that this water heater leaked for 8 year unbeknownst to us a screw was screwed right through the bottom of the tank from the ***** manufactured home place  ***** 

More things I didn't get to blog about yesterday....I was emailing my friend Chele and thought hey I will just copy paste, how convenient for me LOL

We lost water pressure sunday evening and it was when we were out at the pump house that I noticed our nutty neighbor had put up the fence .

We called the well/pump people....the pump and pressure tank looked fine,

turns out its our water heater leaking all over the place grrrrr

Today we are buying a new one and having it installed....

so that makes my stove

the dishwasher

and the water heater all in a matter of a week very odd don't you think .

and to top it off our dog Bruno was missing all day yesterday, we were thinking the nutty neighbor did something to him

The neighbor had told randy that morning that our dog never goes up there anymore, that he was scared of something

Then he told me that our dog was up in his yard laying down and not to worry that he was just fine, I told him when randy woke from his nap i would send him up to get bruno and the neighbor was all, no Bruno is fine don't worry about it ...weird weird weird..... anyways our dog ended up coming home in the evening with the neighbor...... neighbor was telling us how him and bruno have a really special connection they always have.....

I am a bit worried for us, its people like this, that stab people to death and cut off their head on greyhound buses .....I am keeping our doors locked and keeping my eyes out and am thinking I will put a baby sleeping, please do not disturb sign on my door so he will hopfully not come knock on my door because I don't plan on opening it ......

Our hope is that him and the wife have to sale the house and he is out of here sooner rather than later... We do feel bad for him, because we realize its not something he can help.... I have no idea what a person in his position has to do in order to get help or why they let him back on the streets when he is obviously not well.....He is there all alone, no job and no car and we live about 12 miles out of town ... What if he asks for a ride to town ? crap I don't want to be giving him rides and at the same time I don't want to piss him off at us............... see the delima ugh..........Why oh Why oh why...........

After a week ...

Of getting a good nights sleep....... I am back to a tired day :-(
Rylan got into bed with us at 3am and Randy was snoring so loud I couldn't fall back asleep ..So here I sit while they are sweet dreaming it away .... I think I am going to crawl back into bed now and see if maybe I can get a couple of hours more shut eye :-)