Some new Blogs..

I have added some new blogs in my blog ... They are Sad so if you need or want to have a good cry take a peek....... The one called Matt Logeling hits pretty close to home for me because of me almost dying after having Rylan ... (I do still need to post his birth story .) Anyways its very sad ....She died from a pulmonary embolism....
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Thats what the doctor and nurses were thinking was wrong with me at one point during my hemorrhage, Once they got the bleeding stopped and I had some blood pressure again ..I felt like I couldn't breath I sat upright and was trying to take off the oxygen, the nurses were trying to keep it on me but my doctor said to let me take it off I was struggling so hard to breath and get it off.... I felt like it was suffocating me, that was pretty scary..When I was bleeding to death I was just tired, no pain, no fear just tired, of course I didn't know I was bleeding out because I couldn't feel anything due to the c-section.. I sometimes wonder if my spirit had left my body and came back at the moment when I couldn't breath... I didn't have a near death experience I wish I would of though, it would of been very interesting to see what the other side is like ...