Peas and Carrots

I honestly love that me and Randy do every thing together...But I do NOT love it when he has to outdo me LOL....... Turns out his sleep apnea is worse than mine, can you believe that ...I stop breathing and average of 88 times and hour that's call my AHI ... Randy or maybe who I should call Mr. Show off has a AHI of 104 times an hour ...Yeah while I have been laying around feeling like I was on deaths door for the past 6 months ...Mr.Tough guy has been going to work 10 hours a day staying up playing his game all night on the weekends ...and never complains about being tired... Hows that for a M-A-N !!!!!
In my defense, I never complained about being tired untill I knew I had apnea... My complaints was that I just couldn't breath all summer... Today will be my first day off prenizone since a couple of days before Thanksgiving...I hope my breathing continues to be ok I am still on the advair so time will tell... I know for sure I am not as tired as I was..
This CPAP is AMAZING sure its not wonderful putting it on at night, but the way I feel during the day is so different than any way I have ever felt ...at least I really don't remember feeling this good before, except for the first 2 weeks after I had Mindi. I remember I felt really good at that time, then after we found out she was a very sick little baby the tiredness started but I had many sleepless nights either spending them in hospital waiting rooms or just worrying all night long.So I figured it was just stress, you know...
SOOOOOOOOOOOO fast forward 26 years and here I am, still tired, believing I am just a tired lazy kind of person.... I didn't realize how a person should feel and that tired like I was tired was not normal...
For heaven sakes I was gauging it somewhat against Randy and since he is worse than me I felt like we were normal LOL.. Its hard watching life go by and you think wow I would like to do that, whatever that is, and then your just to tired to follow through...Or not being able to really make plans for anything because you may be to tired when the day comes...
I am really excited to see how Randy feels in a couple of days... I really feel our lives are going to be changing so much for the better and I am excited about it ...
Did I mention that we bought a Motorhome a couple of weeks ago :-) I will post about it soon, we are really looking forward to lots of activities this summer ...