Gosh I am just feeling sooo much better I really hope its not the prednizone I only 2 more days of it then I will know for sure that I am getting better ...I cannot wait for Randy to get his machine I just know its going to make him feel better too...
Rylan is so sweet he will say "you feel better now Mommy " and I say "yes I am feeling lots better" then he gets the biggest smile and tells me he is "soo happy" and gives me a big hug... Its just about the sweetest thing EVER !!!
Thanksgiving was very quiet this year my mom had what the doctor suspected could be swine flu so she didn't get to come :-( Stupid swine flu !!!!
My grandma and the kids came... It was very quite and I got to visit with my Grandma more than I usually do ...She told me she dreamed about her mother, Her Mother died in childbirth when my Grandmother was 8 years old and my grandmother was raised in an orphanage and she just doesn't remember much about her mother, that really makes me sad for her...
I CANNOT imagine NOT having my Mom, she is my best friend..
My Grandma said that she had a dream that her Mom came and told her that she was happy that my Grandma was happy in her life now...I wish so much that My Grandmother would of had the experience of having her mom in her life, for her whole life...... I mourn for my Great Grandmother, even though I never met her, it makes me really sad for my Grandma...... Maybe if I wasn't sooo close to my Mom it wouldn't affect me so much..
I just can't imagine.....
but like Randy says if she had lived things probably would of been much different and I may not of been born and I wouldn't have the kids I have, the mom I have, my family...I have really good people in my life .. Isn't it weird to think of how differently things could of worked out in all of our lives if just one person had been missing Ugh too much for my brain to even start on at this early hour LOL ..
This is a picture of my Grandma and her family except for a baby sister and a baby brother that had not been born yet ...My grandma is the little girl in front... the baby my Great Grandmother is holding is my Great Aunt Lulu she died in a car accident when she was 21 years old, hit by a drunk driver going the wrong way .. She never had any children..
This is my Grandma on thanksgiving with my kids
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