But I would be Calling everyday ..

So I broke down and called my gastro doc explained my problem and was told I need to call right away about things ...
Good God, if I called right away about things I would be on the phone with someone every day a few times a day ..
the only reason my blogging has gone downhill is because all I ever do is complain about how I feel everyday ...
I know she means well but its so hard.. Last time when I was regurgitation and vomiting every time I ate, she told me to only eat soft food, then I find out my esophagus was almost completely closed off.......at that time I was calling once a week..... this time I have called in a matter of 2 days because first I wanted to make sure its not just a bug or something...
Don't get me wrong she is very nice.. I just get frustrated ** mostly with myself and my own body**....my breathing was pretty good yesterday, now it feels worse again....
I am gonna go pop a klonopin and try and relax... she is having me call my regular doc and see if they can call in a script for some diflucan so while I was on the phone with them I asked if they could go ahead and refer me to a cardiologist, that's what I went in for the last time about a month ago and for whatever reason I can't remember the referal wasn't made...
so anyways I am back to blogging and I guess it will be mostly about my health because that is pretty much what consumes my every waking thoughts these days !!!!!!!!!