Friday, December 10, 2010

Water

I always dream of water after people or pets I love die so here is my dream from last night .......

I was at my house babysitting Josiah and Clara Joshia and was in my closet doing something and Josiah came in and wanted me to to bucked a life jacket on him "I said Josiah we are not going swimming so you don't need it right now"....then we all, him Clara and Rylan came out of my room and found that a flood was happening there was even water in the house ...... I was OMG so we stood there a moment and then the water receded I watched in recede as I was looking down at the door jam thing on the floor and we went to the front of the house and we looked out the glass door at a beautiful pick/red blooming rosebush and we could see gold glimmers around it and I got my camera and we went outside and I seen that it was little golden angels, they looked like cherubs, but were see through golden sparkly color the kids and I were fascinated I was getting ready to take the picture and the kids ran up to the rosebush and I told them "no don't go to close or we will scare them away and won't get a picture" it was too late, they ran right up to it and the little angels flew off.. oh well I thought,
so we went back in the house and Randy and my Mom was there in the living room and we started talking about how much I hate our carpet and that I want lanolium and of course he didn't, I was explaining we could get beautiful throw rugs, big ones and I pointed to the other side of the room which was very big and said see like that kind like my mom has...... then walked over there and my mom was with me.... I looked down the other way and I had this wonderful fancy kitchen room and I told my mom "I didn't even know I had this side of my house, how could I live here and not even know it exsisited" looked towards the other way and there were more beautiful rooms so we walked and the rooms were so fancy and I just kept saying "how did I not know I had this, it so wonderful"
and as we are walking, rylan was with us and there were more and more beautiful rooms then we came to the outside but there was no door just open space then in front of me was a us cellular store and we went past it and there were counter type restaurants and buffet restaurants and carnival rides and lots of people and kids playing so we stopped at a ride that was like a Farris wheel but different and I told my mom I was going on it and I rode with a lady I don't know, it was nice ride.... coming down scared me, as it always does on those rides, we came down and I got off
and my mom and I continued walking and looking around at all the fun rides and things,then my phone started ringing and I tried to answer it but it was doing a weird beep thing that my phone in real life does but I could see who it was from it said Chel~dees mom and I said oh I need to take out the battery so I can call her back... I took the back off my phone and the battery was in pieces some as small as dust,so I said I need to go back to us cellular and have it fixed I have the warranty plan, so as we are walking back we decided we were hungry.... but my mom said she wasn't that she had already ate this morning so I said why don't you take rylan and go to this buffet and then I will walk to the phone place and get my phone fixed or borrow one and come right back.... so I waited till she paid for the food and then I left walking back to the cell phone place and along my way there were more rides, kid rides but not gas rides more like a fancy fancy playground, one of them was like rylans play coaster in the yard, but these were bigger and wound around in big trees so the kids could just get on them and coast down they were having so much fun and I had to be careful that one of them didn't run into me....... then I noticed that they all like rubber stoppers that would stop the rides gently so the kids didn't get hurt...... I made my way through and discovered that to get through back to the phone place I needed to climb over tree stump like things, it was like when we go fishing at the coast on the jetty and you have to hop from rock to rock to get out there, I was also passing people going the other way too..... I got one point that I didn't know if I could make the hop and I looked down and girl was laying in the water it was like a small decorative pond that a person would have in their yard.....I can't remember if her head was under the water it seem like it was, and she told me don't try to jump from there that's what she had done, she told me now one of her lungs was half filled with water, she really didn't seem to distressed about it other than she didn't think I should go that way..... I looked and seen the phone place was just on the other side of where she was laying ...***Dream over ....I heard Andrews phone ringing and it woke me up it was Randy calling to check on me I looked at the clock and it was black I didn't think much of it just laied there I heard andrew andswer and tell someone I was still asleep then I looked at5 my ipod its 1:37 Randy was calling to see how I was ...so I thought I am going t5o type this dream in my blog so I don't forget it so I came in here and tried to turn the power on at didn't work either somehow the fuse was blown weird I had to flip the breaker ....I have heard before that after someon dies they can do thing with electricity because there energy dosn't5 die just your body so I don't just weird how that happened its never happened like that before and its not the usueall breaker that flips like if I am running the sapce heating in the bathroom and try to blow dry my hair ....

also a night or two before billy died I had a dream about my Grandpa Lee I can't remember it all but the just the importance of he said I had to stay in a room it wasn't threatening or anything just that I had to stay in a room and he wouldn't tell me why ... I would say Grandpa I don't want to stay in this room, but he said I must ....the only other dream I have had of my grandpa Lee was years ago and he told me he really love my grandma and that the watch necklace would prove it ...

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